Friday, October 31, 2008;
♥ 10/31/2008 08:38:00 PM
Keep your eyes locked on mine
Let the music be your guide>>Now i
hesitate at every
single step i plan to take.
Every step forward seems to be a
mistake. ):
The
expectations which are set for me, isn't exactly helping.
What seems like
motivations/encouragements are backfired, &are added upon my shoulders as another set of '
Stress'.
D:
Ugh, no wonder everyone talks about
constant revision since i was a
baby.
Labels: stress
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Saturday, October 18, 2008;
♥ 10/18/2008 10:36:00 PM
The best things in life
They are free>>I've a saved draft
hidden somewhere in my post.
It's all about
graduation from JJ, it speaks a side of me which
not everyone recognises, well even i don't recognise myself in that post. (: So i've decided against posting it up.
But here's another
one.
I'm glad i took up the
killer subject combination -
Maths Chemistry Biology History. (although i'm pretty sure i'll swallow this statement while studying for As in the next two last weeks). But yeah, i'm still glad that i took these subjects &got myself landed in this class,
s07. (:
Sure, we aren't as
bonded as some classes, aren't as
fun as other class, aren't as
sporty as the rest. I know that fact, intelligent, smart, best, model, outgoing, we're
neither one of them. But this is just the
uglier side of putting things. There's a
nicer way of putting things (of cos),
we're different. We stood by
on our own, with close
alliances like s08. We're one of a kind, &we're
awesome in our little own ways. (:
It's amazing how people from
different backgrounds can come tgt as a class &forms so many
cliques. It's amazing how these separated
distinct cliques are able to merge into one big group call
Class.
Hah, &it's amazing too, how every
individual habits make the classroom feels like
home.
Like
ky sleeping in almost every other class.
F6's occasional loud giggles &laughter, shrieks &scream.
Wq's dating session in between classes. Silence of
zw js joleen &
geor. The frequent MIA-ing
sanjiv &
manpreet.
Benj's contagious laughter.
Aaron's most queer yet refreshing viewpoint during GP. Dependence on
Des to start every lesson (IT). Reliance on
Bryan to keep things going on well in class.
Hy's in-built sound amplifier.
Hf's two minutes of washing hands.
Bp's floating by.
Rp's mummy-like nature.
Hl tugging at the sleeves whilst walking beside her.
It's amazing how each &every single individual became so
familiar &
dear to you, without you even realising it. It's like how everything cannot fall into place nicely &class seems
incomplete with anyone missing.
I know i spent most of my life in JJ comparing &
complaining.
Sulking &disliking. But now that the whole batch is leaving school, &soon we'll be on our own
separate pathways, marching into the
unknown world of the
future. It then
dwelled on me that i'd spent some of my
best memories in the yr 2007/2008, with my new found friends as well. :D
Although compared to
Fairfield, my sense of belonging towards
JJ is very
little. But i can't deny the fact that JJ has been a
well, old naggy
nice little home for me. I mean, it feels right &normal (esp after
1yr+ of doing so) having to walk that
long distance to the 198 busstop from home, taking the
long bus journey to school, saying hi/bye to the guards, meeting my
classmates, and everything else.
Well, school's a
dread. Definitely. School's a
joy? I
can't say an absolute no to it either.
Like what aaron mentioned, life's full of
contradictions. This moment, you can jolly well
dislike this certain thing, to the core. The next moment, when you began to look at things in a
different perspective, when the
misunderstanding begins to
clear up, you'll find that you've developed
some liking afterall without realisation. (:
I miss school(JJ).
I know you're just as
surprised as i am, that wenfang would actually
miss JJ. Afterall, it did bring out the
ugly side of education for me . Hah, what can i do? I'm a
sucker for friendships. (:
My classmates have been
Aced, &my other friends i've made over these two yrs have been pretty
awesome as well. Even some teachers are
funny &cute to be with. (:
I'll miss
every single individuals &every single moments spent.
For now, let's just finish As as a
class, &bryan! Let's plan
more Post-A class activites! :D :D :D
S07, y'all will definitely occupy a
special place in my heart.
I love you!
xoxo ,
Wenfang
Labels: 07S07
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Friday, October 17, 2008;
♥ 10/17/2008 11:58:00 PM
Cause i believe>>
If this ain't
love, then what will
love be?
(:
Hugs &kisses,WenfangLabels: 07S07
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Saturday, October 11, 2008;
♥ 10/11/2008 09:35:00 PM
Come ride rockets with me>>Next week marks the
end of our
2years of jc life.
As dreadful as school is to my life. As annoying as some teachers can get. As boring as lectures/tutorials are. As stressful as the days were.
Well, i guess
i'll still miss school.
Right, i think i shouldn't carry on typing, as though i've
graudate. When in fact,
there's still a week of school!During a random
GP lesson, ms chiew mentioned that it's
alright to start a sentence using words like
'But', 'And', and
'So'. According to her, this is a newly implemented
idea. So for examiners who are 'old school' (sort of), they'll still
penalised you for that if you write in essays.
This is ultra
random, but i just thought of it so i decided to share it out here!
In anyways, i still think it's
ridiculous. Afterall, i was taught the
exact opposite since pri school?
Most of the girls applied for
early study leave already. ):
Which means i'll be rather
lonely in class, if i did go to sch on another particular day! But i really
don't feel like applying for one(study leave), even though my mum actually did allow me to (surprisingly). :\
Owells, aaron &bryan were
nice enough to say
they won't ps me. (:
Aiyah, but i know although the guys are some
mean ass-es, they won't ps me! :D
I'm still glad des ky aaron bryan are still coming for school! (: Yay.
I'll miss you, girlies!
I'm running out of things to write but i still feel like typing so i'm going to type continuously without any punctuation marks because i think i am cool this way as it is so unique and dumb that no one would bother doing the same thing that i did i cant believe you could bring yourself to bother with me ahh i cant stand it anymore here is a fullstop
. :D
G'nights!Labels: random, study leave
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Thursday, October 02, 2008;
♥ 10/02/2008 08:35:00 PM
Everybody got smth
They had to leave behind>>Excuse me, could you please direct me to
any ticketing stations?
I want to purchase an
One-Way Ticket, back to
my past.
Nostalgic, gibberish feeling inside for me again. ):
Idk why things all turn out the way people don't usually plan them to. Stubborn stupid reality. D:
I hate it when i find no soulmates out there to cry my heart out to.
I see familiar faces walking by me everytime. Familiar faces, way too familiar. I once held their hands, i once kissed every cheeks, hugged everyone. Our hearts all beat as one before.
Then when? When was it that i strayed? Cos all i could rmbr now, is me driftin away from yall. )':
I miss everyone.
Y'know
szemian, your b'day video to me never fails to make me
cry.
I thank god &everything above for
your footsteps in my life.
<3
Labels: nostalgic
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
